wussup though?

Y'know, just showing some PDA with my booski.

yes the fuck i am!

Lol guess what guys! I'm sitting in the library right now. I started smoking a little bit around 10om and that shit just had me thinking like, "WTF, Aliyah, are you really gonna be careless about another final?.... You got yourself into this situation.....Don't just give up on yourself...yadda yadddaa" (y,know all that motivational shit." So I decided to get the fuck up and start my day. I took a shower, got dressed, and decided to finish my shit in the library and get the fuck out of the bed tryna call myself "studying." Which in all actuality was me revisiting tumblr and sitting on facebook reading status'. So I got up and came bouncing in here like I'm on Addy! About to try to rip through this shit, still a little stoned, and with my ipod on full-ignorant-motherfucking-BLAST! No, I'm not disturbing anybody.

Shout out to:
Sam's Choice water (yeah, that high-end shit from Walmart.):


Fudge Shoppe 100 Calorie Grasshoppers:


The Clipse - Til the Casket Drops:

DWLD LINK IF YOU DON'T HAVE IT YET.

And that sticky-icky green (xoxoxo):


Outtie 5000.
(^ did I just type that?)

whoaza!

I have so much things to say and like -4 hours of time. I just wanna say THANKS to EURY for having a great contest and ME WINNING! JEAH!! JEAH!! *busts my gat in celebratory fashion* I'm A FUCKING WINNER OUT HERE!

Also... Well.... like I said, I have no time. It's 3am and I have a 2-5 pg archeology paper due in 6 hours that I haven't even read the content for. :[ FML

I will be serving the scoop tmrw afternoon probs.

Keep it juicy!

NOT IN THE CLUB!

I fuck with the club every now and then but I really can't get with it but so much. Females just tend to look real thirsty and I don't even like chicks like that. Sidebar: I don't get why there are so many bitches in the south! Then I refuse to pay to get into the club because why the hell would I buy my way into a sweaty room with niggas who probably won't even get the balls to speak? PASS!

But when I do decide to make it to the club there is some shit that I'd rather not do or see people doing.

1. Females wearing shoes that are too small/uncomfortable. If your feet are leaning while you are standing in line to get in the club you know damn well that by the end of the night you are gonna be bowlegged.
2. Males wearing white tees to the club. There is like one place where a white tee is still acceptable attire, the basketball court.
3. Females who are on their period. Get you a fudge sundae from dairy queen, go to redbox, pick out a couple movies and STAY THE FUCK HOME! Especially if you know when Get Me Bodied comes on you're gonna wanna "drop down low and sweep the floor with it." *gags*
   
4. Females and Males do not come to the club and text the whole night. Those end up being the same mf'ers who complain that they didn't get any numbers or no one tried to dance with them.
5. Males do not come to the club with the outfit you borrowed from your friend who wore the same thing last week. That shit is tacky and whatspoppin.net will expose your ass!
6. Females be sure to remember that this is not a Soul Train audition. I sometimes wonder how another chick could come out of a club with her whole bang sweated out and smashed onto her forehead and sweat stains on her back. What song were YOU dancing to?
7. Males and Females deodorant and smell goods must be on smash. Triple check -- because you will be forever known as "that musty nigga" next time you arrive on the scene. Don't play yourself.
8. Females you do not have to stay in that unapproachable little pack that us ladies tend to do. Niggas will not approach you or your stank ass friends who think they are too cute for everybody. And I will not accept "I'm not even tryna get niggas ANYWAYS! I just came here to dance." No you didn't! You were expecting to get at least 1 drink and a couple numbers; keep it G.
   
9. Males playing wingman and or suckling the nutsack of your buddies all night is not cool either. It makes us ladies wonder if you're gay or have no confidence to do your own thing.
10. Females you need not wear your trash panties to the club. Put on the semi-sexy shits because the likely pantie exposure that is bound to happen will be EM-BAR-A-SING if you have on dingy Fruit of the Looms.
    
11. Males, "making it rain" got played out in like 1872. Do no throw money in the air and expect classy females to run in their heels to collect. ...FUCK YOU THINK THIS IS?

Take heed.

this bitch is EMPLOYED!

Ya girl got a J-O-B! Hawluh!

It's not really steady but to me it's better than re-hanging the clothes that ignorant customers knock off the racks. (I'm sorry guys, I'm not cut out for retail because I HATE people.)

But I'm a babysitter for these two boys! :] One is 3, and one is 11 and autistic. So, not only will I get some young mulah baby but I will also be getting resume experience because my major is now special education.

Win-Win!

So uh, no more food stamps and welfare checks I am MOVIN' ON UP!



And who knows maybe I'll have some funny stories to tell.

get gully.

I hate to say I told ya' so but I knew this was gonna happen:

So my roommate and I almost fought yesterday. We had just left the club where her nagging ass was complaining the whole time about how bored she was and yadda yadda. I actually felt bad because, at one point, she even went outside to sit by herself while me and my other roommate danced but I guess she feels a little insecure because at 6'4" she stands out towers over most dudes.

BUT ANYWAYS, We get in the car and I'm like "Well did you dance in high school?" and she's like "We usually would just dance in a circle." So I'm like hmmm... "Like old people?" Yeah it was a little joke but it wasn't that serious. Then she goes on about how her grandma practically raised her and she "grew up with morals and values she she doesn't grind on dudes."

And I'm thinking to myself like... THE FUCK SHE TRYNA SAY, I DON'T HAVE MORALS?

So I keep my cool and bypass the insinuation, all the while, try to ration with her and tell her that most grandmas would say that kind of dancing is inappropriate because of the generational difference.

SO (here goes the drama) she goes on to say that:

• I always have something to say about somebody/something.
• I speak to people too aggressively.
  
• I am "a fucking bully."
• I think I can talk to anybody how I want because I'm from Jersey.
• I am "a disrespectful ass bitch."
• I am mean as hell.
• I need to humble myself.
  

ALL THE WHILE SCREAMING THIS SHIT @ ME ON THE WAY HOME WHILE OUR OTHER ROOMIE'S DRIVING.

OK... now.... *deep breath*.......

When I say it took EVERY OUNCE OF MY ENTIRE fucking inner-being not to haul off and punch this bitch in the back of her head, I MEAN THAT SHIT.

Calling me out of my name alone is means for a curb stomp but shorty really tried to go in on me.

Mind you she is in my face all day everyday asking me what I'm doing or asking me why I say certain words the way that I do, trying to mimic the way I talk, doing little bothersome shit that like... little sisters do to their big sisters. (I can't think of a better description.)

AND we had a fucking house meeting last wk on some bullshit yet I was basically the only one who spoke about my issues.

I told them then, "If you have a problem with anything that I do you need to open your mouths because problems won't get solved if you don't say anything," and I told them, "be real with me because I don't respect people who don't keep it 100."

I also don't understand how the fuck a grown ass woman, who's 6'4 can feel bullied by an equally grown woman who is 5'3. That shit is ironic as hell and it just don't make sense.
As far as me speaking aggressively, it may be my dialect or accent or whatever or the cultural differences but I really don't know what the fuck she's talking about. Nor do I plan on finding out because I've been who I am since May 16, 1990 and will not be changing who I am 19 yrs later for one lonely soul. And that Jersey statement just made her sound like a pussy.

Last but not least.
These are the only conditions under which I would need to humble myself:
1. When speaking to my mother; she birthed me.
2. When speaking to an elder; it is respectful.
3. (To an extent) In situations with my man; dick is a powerful thing.
4. When speaking to my boss; he writes the check.

Any situation other than the above do not call for me to "humble myself" because motherfucker I'm grown.

And so I went off on her something ill because... bitch, who the fuck you think you are? And it didn't stop until we got home. We argued, threw the b-word around and shit until we got home. My other poor roommate didn't even say a word. And also she basically asked if I was moving out or she and I told her "I'm not going no where."

So idk what's gonna happen now but shit, all is said and done. I really think she has some sort of underlying issue with who I am and my personality and it all just came out but shit I never change. If I changed myself to accommodate those who had a problem with who I am, I would never know the real me.

And I am also very proud of myself because I truly feel like I am growing into an adult. Had this confrontation happened 2 yrs ago I would've been on the shoulder of the highway fighting like she hurt my mother (that's the thought that used to get me hype in my head back in school).

I'll keep yous updated on everything.

hi, everybody.

life's good. i haven't smoked in.... 3 days and even though I've been very irate, I've been getting ALOT of shit done.

VERDICT:
being productive > facing L's and falling asleep watching a George Lopez marathon.

I have madddd videos that were intended for blogger that I'll prob never post because they're old and irrelevant now. -shrugs

here's a series of random non-straightened hair pictures of myself -__- :










kthxbi.

EDIT: about the song on the page, i'm not NOT over anybody. cuz i'm just heartless and insensitive. i just really like it so..... yeahhh..