i ain't doin nutttinnn.

I rearranged my room but I am not taking pics until I actually clean it to it's master cleanness. I still have clothes alloverthefuckingplace. I actually need to buy more hangers because my wardrobe has surpassed my storage. It's starting to get ugly. I may donate soon but I doubt anyone will want my random shit.

I'm gonna wear my new LBD to the 4th of July party that I'm going too but I really want a pair of stars and stripes hooker shoes that I'm sure will be hard to find. I want them to look like this:


But in a non-MS paint sorta way, yanno?

But because this dress is tight as fuck I'm not trying to have any unnecessary curves so I've been no carbing for the past 3 days (except for not really because I had Chick-Fil-A today *kanye shrug*)

I've been trying to stay on point with everything lately so I can really keep myself focused. I start school next week and I'm looking for a new job as well.

Something I've been doing every morning is taking a tablespoon of olive oil every morning. It's supposed to speed your metabolism and do something else healthy. (Don't really remember the rest.)

I need to start praying more or establish a better sense of faith because I really feel like I'm slipping and I'm lucky to have the things that I have. I feel like I'm ungrateful because I don't thank God enough.

Kinda won't be smoking for a while because I'll prob have to take a few UA's if I'm looking to get a job. GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! -___-

Gotta go, I need to paint my nails.

quitting for a while.

Looking for a new job, car, and apartment so I don't need bud to distract me.

And I'm dead ass.

FILTERED BLIZZIES!

This needs to be standard in rolling. Ever since I've been filtering my shits there's no looking back. When you start smoking in highschool you have to try to just do that shit quickly and not get caught but now I am grown and I do what I want so I'm in no rush to roll up real quick. I'm willing to make it a 5 minute process to get my shit correct and make it last foreverrrr. and everrrrr! [/keith sweat]

This guy explains it in pretty good detail:


Iloveit:)

Oh and also you'll never have another roach! :))))))))

f.y.i

I'm enjoying and facing this last L right now because I'm about to stop smoking. This isn't a resolution or anything but I'm just gonna make it something that I deserve. I think I'll smoke again when I get an A on a test in every class. (That sounds like a good plan.) I think that'll give me about a month before I spark up again. But I slowly wanna work on quitting.

;-]

Whoa! Just had a "bitches love smiley faces" moment.

Furthermore, work is.. work. School starts tomorrow. Mommy is back to being my favorite niggi again. (I was not feeling her last week when we were in Jersey, at all.) My roommate loves me on the low because she got me a nice present for xmas: a nice foot spa tub thingy. And that refund check comes in this wk so I can buy books, pay some rent, and do whatever the fuck I want with the leftover. We ballinnn bitches! -I really need to save it though because I'm trying to get a new car next year.

But let me get up off this and get ready for my Monday.

Toodles, noodles. (Why do I say that? I feel like a 1st grade teacher every time I type that shit.)

click-clack.

My grades were buns. (I refuse to publicly embarrass myself so I'm not telling you my shit.)

I just got done painting my nails. None of my roommates are here. I have the ONLY chocolate craving and it's not even "that time."

Work be chewing my ass, man. Gotta open by myself again tmrw so that means I gotta be there @ 7:30 and do all those fucking morning tasks by myself. It's whatevs though, my paycheck will definitely be Whole Foods-healthy. YUM!

Idk what I'm doing for NYE yet. I'm not one for planned nights (shit always gets fucked up somehow) but right now I got nothing. Let's hope I don't end up drinking rum & cokes and ordering movies ondemand in the den @ my grandparents house while grandma makes snacks downstairs. -- I've done that one too many times before.

Masturbation and marijuana for the remainder of the evening? Good plan, Aliyah!

8 days until Jrsy.

friday the 13th.

I'm superstitious. I believe that crazy shit happens on the nights of full moons, I believe that the world is going to end in 2012, and I believe in Friday the 13th.

So none of this stuff was surprising when it happened:

Some old guy approaches me in the gas station and pays for my gas then gives me his number and tells me that he's willing to do 'whatever I want him to do for me.' I took the damn gas and his number. (Momma didn't raise no fool.) But I will not be calling him. He REALLY creeped me out because he was looking at me and licking his lips like I was a plate of bbq short ribs! And he was unattractive - when I said I was looking for a sugar daddy I meant pure cane sugar, not store brand artificial sweetener.

Then me and mommy go out to lunch and some dude literally runs at of my car when I'm pulling out of the parking lot and when I stopped he pops his head into the passenger side window and tells me that he had to stop me. Something about 'having to do what it takes to approach a pretty lady. UGH! He was also older idk maybe in his late 30's, but that shit was also just very weird. I took 'his number but, like the other guy, I don't think I'll be calling him, EVER!

I went to the game with my roommates and one of them lost her keys at the game.

Later, the dude who lives in the apartment above me that I smoked with in the beginning of the year knocked on my door and I chilled with him and his boys outside on the balcony for a little bit. I had started avoiding him because, even though he's cool, I was in no way attracted to him and all that excessive texting blew mine! Plus we don't really speak so it was weird that he decided to knock on the door on Friday. Him and his boys are all from NY so we were just talking about life in the south and all that bullshit. Then they invited me to smoke with them but I was supposed to go on a little date thing so I declined.

So I go to meet the dude at Dave and Busters and it was weird because he introduced me to his very hood friends and some chicks. It was just one of those awk "....Hey." introductions. We played a few games and he got me a carebear with his tickets. Then his girl cousins from somewhere else in NC were visiting so he introduces me to them and that was uberweird. To me it's just not kosher to introduce dates to the family the very first time you go out.

We wanted to smoke so we leave there and go to The Waffle House. Which is kinda like the IHOP of the south I guess. Except it's open 24hrs, the food is gross, and actually I don't know if they're everywhere but there's alot in NC. We waited 1.5 hrs and there was just hella stalling and shit because they couldn't find any. So his cousins got tired of waiting and go home and then me and my date decide to go to his apartment for a little and since he lives with his other boy cousins he called one of them to open the door. He prefaced the situation by telling me that they are like devout Christians and just to know what I'm walking into. Next thing I know I'm being interrogated about my life and whether I know Jesus at 3am by his 3 cousins!

I can hold a conversation with a fucking Klan member if I have to so it wasn't that I had a problem with that but the situation as a whole was a little off putting. For one, I felt like they were judging me like I'm some kind of whore walking in with him at 3am in 5 inch heels, yet we didn't even go into his room. Also because I said I don't go to church and I think it's boring I feel like they were wondering what was wrong with me. Then, to add more to the matter they are telling me that drinking and smoking are sins and asking me if I do either. It was just a bit much at 3am.

We leave there and go back to The Waffle House to see if they found any bud. But on the way I get pulled over for making and illegal U. FML! I didn't get a ticket so I was happy. I decide it was really late so I left, we hugged and said our goodbyes and I leave there around 4am.

But then I get pulled over again, on the highway, for running a stop sign like 3 miles back. (No, ticket again! :] )

Overall, the night was just fucking weird! And the next time we have another Friday the 13th will be on August 2010 so be prepared everyone!

P.S. I got a 30 yesterday and smoked all 3 L's in 24hours. Too bad it was garbage grass. :(

and we about to let it blow.

.. I'm sorry I just really DON'T want a middle-aged white man rolling my JOINT (joints are last resort anyways, ez widers remind me of my mom)!

Yet another reason I smoke dolo and/or roll my own shit, I don't trust NOBODY'S saliva and nigs don't know how to burn after rolling.

Also, I can't stand chicks who think they too cute to roll. Move your bitch ass aside and gimme a fucking CD case.

she's baaaack.

I am back by request. Sasha really made me feel missed out here. I lost a follower, I don't know if they deleted their blogspot or just stopped following me, but it's all gravy.

The tumblr stint was good for a cool minute but people started getting really fugazee on there like the posts were getting less and less original, more and more copy cat. And people were breaking their spines for attention. So, "OH WELLLL, OH WELLLL!" [/miss jones]

This summer has not been the best but I guess I'm gonna look on the bright side of things and be happy that nothing went terribly wrong. My job screwed half the staff over with payroll and I have yet to recieve a check. (Mind you work started on July 6th and ended on the 31st.) And yet I still sit here check-less. They act like niggas don't have rent and shit to pay.

I leave Jersey on Monday and I move into the apartment on the 15th. I'm excited but this semester is gonna be a life changing one. Ideally I wanna get my grades together, get my GPA up and pledge by spring semester. 2 of my girls are trying to do the same thing so we're all gonna keep eachother focused as best we can. But, in order for me to fulfill all of this I have to STOP SMOKING WEED!

It's not gonna be so hard in the beginning because I don't know anybody down there so I won't know who sells or whatever. But once I find out it's gonna be hard for me to not sucumb to the temptation. I heard that they got some dirt in NC anyways so maybe I'll just wait until I take my next trip back up to Jersey and get an ounce. Because I can't even fathom the last time I bought a dime or dub. I've been fucking with good weight since April and I realize how much buying small shit is a waste of $$.

Also, I changed my major so I have to get alot more serious too. My major now is pre-education so I have to change alot of shit up now.

But basically, that's about it with the update. I'm happy to be back on blogspot because it's a little more intimate over here. I sincerely like the posts of those that I follow and vice versa and that's really all that matters.

Later.