OMG! MCQUEEN COMMITTED SUICIDED?

You lyinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.............

RIP Alexander McQueen. Your innovation will be missed.



And now this will make the remaining pieces of his so much more expensive and out of my range because you know EVERYBODY becomes more famous after they die.

f.y.i

I'm enjoying and facing this last L right now because I'm about to stop smoking. This isn't a resolution or anything but I'm just gonna make it something that I deserve. I think I'll smoke again when I get an A on a test in every class. (That sounds like a good plan.) I think that'll give me about a month before I spark up again. But I slowly wanna work on quitting.

;-]

Whoa! Just had a "bitches love smiley faces" moment.

Furthermore, work is.. work. School starts tomorrow. Mommy is back to being my favorite niggi again. (I was not feeling her last week when we were in Jersey, at all.) My roommate loves me on the low because she got me a nice present for xmas: a nice foot spa tub thingy. And that refund check comes in this wk so I can buy books, pay some rent, and do whatever the fuck I want with the leftover. We ballinnn bitches! -I really need to save it though because I'm trying to get a new car next year.

But let me get up off this and get ready for my Monday.

Toodles, noodles. (Why do I say that? I feel like a 1st grade teacher every time I type that shit.)

wait, wait, wait!

Before I take my black ass to sleep...(I got work at 6(WTF?):30am.) I just wanna mention that my mother, Robin McDaniel, is the best mother ever! She knows that Bank of America raped me for overdraft fees and took half my check *raises fist*, she knows that I never have food in my fridge, and she knows that I spend so much money in gas getting to and from work. So she...

*I'm starting to get teary eyed*

Brings me food to work! Yeah! She did that! A half hour before my 7 slave hours, shift ended she shows up and waits for a half hour in Macy's while I pick cotton, I mean, put out jewelry at Claire's and she had food for me! That's the nicest thing she's ever done. I mean, not literally but, this is one of the frequent moments in my life that I get subconsciously reminded how much my mom loves me.

Yeah that made my whole day.

Then we shopped together and got some shit for my cousins for xmas, we tried all this different hot tea in this store in the mall and we talked about family gossip and what not. She dropped me off at my car that was parked all the way on the other side. Then we went our separate ways (she lives in south Charlotte, I live in north.)

Today was pretty ace, thanks to mommy.

here we go again.

I need to edit my life. The end.

if you just wanna read some pointless, random shit....

I miss street vendors. That's one thing that the "city" of Charlotte is missing. No city is complete without old, foreigners selling $7 rings made of random stones and metals or cheaply made $5 glasses or $5 belts. :(

I got a job as keyholder at Claire's. I was gonna post this a long time ago, when I was really nervous about whether I'd get hired or not despite me meeting the DM, but I didn't because I feel like blogger is cursed. Everytime I post about something it goes to shit. (Oh well, I'm superstitious and it doesn't make sense but just rock with me.)

LALALA I want a fucking pound of weed. I have ridiculous cravings and it's just so fucking annoying now that I haven't smoked in over a month! I'm getting irritable. On the plus side, if I needed to take a drug test now would be the most opportune timing.

I'm really trying to figure out what I'm gonna do when my lease is up. I don't really like the apartments I live in because it's mostly college kids that live here and the owners know that, so they take advantage of it by slacking on maintenance and things of that nature. Also I don't think my living situation is the best. I have 3 female roommates. I already have an unforgiving and intolerant nature so throw 3 random females into the equation and, like Clark Kent I turn into *dun dun dun DUNNNN!* UBERBITCH! There is lots of shade, side eyes, and stank faces thrown their way when I see nasty crumbs on the counters or when an ignorant ass lets the fucking garbage bag fall into the bin and still putting shit inside it. I really need to minimize my stress by at least getting into a living situation where I will only have to deal with 1 other person's reckless bullshit.

I just heard a pop outside that sounded like a gun shot and I didn't even flinch. But let a group of niggas walk by, my ass will jet towards the window and peep through the blinds. NOSEY OLD LADY GAME PROPER!

I miss a time when life was simpler and my only care in the world was what class I was gonna cut, what I was gonna wear tomorrow, how I was gonna get liquor and sneak out for the house party on the weekend and whose parents were gonna let them borrow the car. (aka highschool) When you're a youngin you think you can handle, and actually sort of embrace, the responsibility of being "grown" but now I wish I could turn back the hands of time. Shit like paying for gas and even buying groceries and shit for the house is just TOO FUCKING MUCH! I really used to underestimate my mother's responsibilities as a parent and now I realize I owe her the world! Life is fucking expensive. And why the fuck does aluminum foil cost a fucking arm and a leg?

A fight just happened outside my building. *shrugs*

School mannn... I might try to take a majority of online classes next semester cuz I just don't want to get out my fucking BED sometimes! And the crazy shit is, I try to say that I'm not lazy because I don't wanna get out of my bed to sit in a class but I'll hop the fuck up and throw on my shox to hit the gym in a heartbeat. My fucking priorities be all skewed and shit

You probably already know this but I loveeee green tea! :)

I hope weed gets fucking legalized soon. Let's ALL party!
Also, I don't understand how people will drink but when the topic of weed gets brought up it's "I DON'T FUCK WITH THAT SHIT?!" Like its blasphemous. Oh, so you'll put chemicals and toxins in your body, and ruin your liver, but won't smoke this natural herb? OH, OK! Makes perfect sense.

I need some fucking eccentricity in my life! The south is basic as hell.
SB: I'm really gonna try to stop bashing the south like I don't live here now. I don't want people to think that I think I'm better than them just cuz I'm from NJ. It's a compilation of reasons why I'm better so I'll try not to make that the most significant one. LMAO!

I think I'm gonna start using Flickr more. I don't use it because I'm lazy and I hate exploring new sites and getting all aquainted, I'm too preoccupied with shit that matters. But I take alot of pics on my bb so after I get that shit on and poppin I'll post a link somewhere I guess.

My nipples hurt and 739 pimples just appeared on my face. Guess my period will be making it's comeback for the month of November sometime soon. ([/enthusiasm] /sarcasm)

Blahzay blahh. Woo woo. Yee yee and all dat.

whoaza!

I have so much things to say and like -4 hours of time. I just wanna say THANKS to EURY for having a great contest and ME WINNING! JEAH!! JEAH!! *busts my gat in celebratory fashion* I'm A FUCKING WINNER OUT HERE!

Also... Well.... like I said, I have no time. It's 3am and I have a 2-5 pg archeology paper due in 6 hours that I haven't even read the content for. :[ FML

I will be serving the scoop tmrw afternoon probs.

Keep it juicy!