Showing posts with label impulsive. Show all posts
Showing posts with label impulsive. Show all posts

Thursday, June 10, 2010

died.

Decided I need a change. Result?:
BLACK with one streak of BUTTER PECAN(-rican) on the BOTTOM LAYER.












NO MAS!

Thursday, March 18, 2010

2 hrs later...

I'm still not reading. I'm shoe shopping online like an addict. Fuck my life. Fuck 2:53am. Fuck American Influence in Horror Literature. Fuck always feeling like I need more shoes.

*Dies*

filling you in.

Just so you know I'm supposed to be reading Turn of the Screw right now. I used to read alot when I was younger but now I feel like I should either be doing something or relaxing instead of reading. Basically, reading is no longer relaxing, it's become a chore.

I have bad cramps right now. I'm kind of feeling very carefree because my cramps are taking over my whole life and it makes me not want to do shit.

I spent $20 ordering Pizza Hut $0.50 wings and chocolate dunkers and I only ate about 1/4 of what I bought. That was an indulgent waste of money. My appetite isnt the same. Idk if it's because I'm getting older but I don't like fast food anymore. It makes me sick. Hamburger patties look like fucking chopped flesh nowadays. Yuck! I wish I had more time and money to make food at home but it's more expensive to buy groceries to cook for one person than it is to just get food out.

I feel like I've met my match and my long term spades partner (boocakes). We spank ass every game and even if we get set twice we pull through and come out on top.
...So much subliminal.

CRAMPSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ! *punches the wall*

I just spent an hour on facebook and still didn't finish reading Turn of the Screw. Gayy.

I can never think of things to talk about on here anymore. I've become uninspired. My life is mundane. There's no such thing as a "weekend" anymore. Monday's I open the store @ 9:30am then babysit until 9:30pm. TWTh I'm in school. FSatSun work again. Next week, repeat.

I didn't quit smoking cuz I'm not getting a new car until Jan. LOL! (I bet yall knew that wasn't gonna last.) But I hardly smoke anymore though. I get my cravings but I rarely keep weed around me and since boocakes quit for a while and I refuse to buy my own (we stopped doing those sophomore yr.) I'm only willing to purchase o's and up because buying 10s and 20s is a waste of money. And at this point in my life what do I really need with an oz of green and no one to blow down with? I don't have the time for that and that will just result in either stale ass bud or an over dose. So I'll just stick with getting nugs from mommy and waiting until my nigga gets back in the game.

I need to change my hair or something. I wanna cut it kinda but I'm scared. I am too "tenderheaded" to get braids. WEAVE well............................... it's a thought but.............................. it's NOT REAL and................. I don't HATE it but.................... ehh.

My roommates nigga finished off a bottle of my juice for the 3rd time this week. So you know I had to put somebody in check today, right? Yeah, I'm not the one.

My booty getting fat boyyy :) And I'm keeping the rest of my shit on point. I'm trying to lose maybe 5 more pounds for the summer so back to baby food, fresh fruit, nasty granola bars, soup, agua all day, green tea, blazay blah and most of all the gymmmmmmm :) I don't really have time to go to the gym anymore but after I gained and lost my freshman 15 I refuse to gain it again or surpass 145 so I gotta do what I gotta do and stop being lazy on my off days.

We're supposed to be taking a roadtrip to Jersey in May. I'm trying to buy my baby cousin an itouch for his grad present. He's like my little brother and I just wanna get him something that I know he'll really appreciate. I miss my grandma to pieces too. She is like, my whole life.


That's her facebook pic. (DON'T ASK LOL)

This is becoming an overshare. Goodnight.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

yesterday.

So about 24 hours ago I hopped in the shower and decided I wanted to get another tatt. Since then, I have not only gotten another tattoo but I also got my old one redone and revamped a little bit.

It was quite an impulsive decision but tattoos are very cheap down here. Also, the tattoo guy was kinda cool so I think I met me a new friend.

Right now I'm drugged up on 3 Pamprin, a 600mg Ibuprofen, weed and, Xenadrine. (No, I'm not trying to kill myself I just forgot about taking the Ibuprophen because I had killa cramps, and I took one of my roommates Xenadrine because I knew I was bouta get silly with the leftover spaghetti and meatballs I made the other day. *shrug*)

The one on my back didn't hurt that bad, it was kinda that whole pleasure pain thing where it hurts but it kinda tickles...y'know. But in the center it hurt ALOT. Getting my original wrist tattoo refilled hurt like fucking hell. I don't remember it hurting so bad the first time but it might be because he had to go over the first one and he was trying to make it really dark so I don't need to get it redone again.

Me and my mom are going for Vietnamese tmrw and I'll tell her then. I would post pics but it's still really fresh and because it's kinda hard to take a picture of my tramp stamp without falling or accidentally touching it, I'm just gonna wait a couple days before I try to take pics and even then I'll decide if I wanna post because you'd be getting alot of crack on your screen in order to get the full effect, nahmean?

Yes, you heard correct, I got a tramp stamp and if you don't like it you can eat my twat.

That will be all.