half-ass christmas.

I stayed over my mommy's house lastnight after I got home from work so we could do Christmas morning like we usually do. I got her 2 stupid little things because I'm broke: a Zippo lighter (she smokes weed, and I hate seeing grown women with cheap gas station lighters) and these boots that I got for myself that she loved, I got her a pair.

She got me a new printer. I'm always fussing with my shit even though its CLEARLY broke and I refuse to buy a new one. So she did it for me. Also a bottle of Cruzan, a few hundred bucks so I can have young mulah baby when I'm get to Jersey in 4 days, a new robe, some Bobbi Brown lipglosses, and errrumm... I think that's it.

We spoke with my fam.
We watched movies.
We napped. (I slept in and out the whole day because today's the first day I got to sleep past 8 and haven't had to work a 5+ hr shift.)

And that was it. I slept so much, off and on, today that I actually thought it had gone into the next day and Christmas was yesterday.

I didn't get to eat anything involving my grandma's gravy since before August. I'm FUCKING PISSED! All I ate today was 5 chicken wings and 2 of those appetizer sized spinach quiches.
Now you tell me, what kinda fucking Christmas is this?

No FAMILY? No GRAVY?
I am too through with this living in North Carolina bullshit.

*sparks up*

You wouldn't believe how many times I open a different tab of my page and listen to a song loop over and overr and overrr.... espesh when I'm high. It's fucking great!

wait, wait, wait!

Before I take my black ass to sleep...(I got work at 6(WTF?):30am.) I just wanna mention that my mother, Robin McDaniel, is the best mother ever! She knows that Bank of America raped me for overdraft fees and took half my check *raises fist*, she knows that I never have food in my fridge, and she knows that I spend so much money in gas getting to and from work. So she...

*I'm starting to get teary eyed*

Brings me food to work! Yeah! She did that! A half hour before my 7 slave hours, shift ended she shows up and waits for a half hour in Macy's while I pick cotton, I mean, put out jewelry at Claire's and she had food for me! That's the nicest thing she's ever done. I mean, not literally but, this is one of the frequent moments in my life that I get subconsciously reminded how much my mom loves me.

Yeah that made my whole day.

Then we shopped together and got some shit for my cousins for xmas, we tried all this different hot tea in this store in the mall and we talked about family gossip and what not. She dropped me off at my car that was parked all the way on the other side. Then we went our separate ways (she lives in south Charlotte, I live in north.)

Today was pretty ace, thanks to mommy.