almost march.

Stacking and having no self-control is hard! My roommates do pretty good at helping me not spend money when I go to the mall before work and stuff and not spending money going out to eat as much. I ate chicken salad twice this week! Which is like a-mazing because I don't really do leftovers. They're boring.

The only reason why I even have the time to type this right now is because my toenails are drying and I'm sitting at my desk in the meantime waiting for them so I can hop in the bed. I've been working my little tail off just thinking of cheese all day, all night. I've also been trying to be more focused in school and actually GO to class more so where last semester I wouldn't go to class and just sleep, this semester I don't get as much sleep time on my off days because I'm actually in class and doing hw now.

One of the main benefits of going to class is not being lost in the sauce when you finally decide to go. I used to walk into class and my professors would be expecting papers and having pop quizzes and I'm all...



It's CIAA wknd which apparently is something epic that I should care about being that I'm young and black and in Charlotte, NC but I actually don't give one fuck. This is my first time ever hearing of CIAA and all the hoopla that surrounds it. Black people so muthafuckin extra when it comes to events. Like, damn!

I have never seen so many black people in the mall I work at in my 5 months of working there than I have today. My manager was the one who reminded me of why the mall was so poppin. Subsequently, she felt the need to tell me we had so much "known loss" (tags left over from shit people stole) today. Hit that bitch with the hard side eye, asap.

Whatever though, like I said, I'm just grindin. I smoked yesterday and until some joyous occasion takes place I will not be smoking anytime soon.

No need to speak on boy boy.

We're doing us.
'Nuff said.

greetings from lalaland.

hi, i do gay things. bye.

tips are for strippers.

One of my newer followers, Latrell, had a response to one of my recent posts about MEN (read below):

if u keep gettin badd apples that means you picking from the wrong tree...tip: try having an intelligent conversation with the guy..if he cant hang then u know whats up...there are ways to prevent gettin hurt

Well, well, well Latrell, I will take your constructive criticism into consideration. But have you ever seen a perfectly good looking apple -- shiny, smooth, no dents or bruised spots, and come to realize that on the inside it was ROTTED like hell? All things don't reveal themselves to be what they are right away. It's very seldom that I even go apple picking anyway!

Intelligence is subjective, also. What one may consider "intelligent" may be baby babble to the next. I just wanted to mention that.

Intelligent conversation is something that is constant to me. I like to see where the head is of the man that I am talking to initially, but also throughout the time I'm talking to them. I am very hung-up on mind stimulation so trust and believe that conversations of substance are had with my suitors.

I'm not saying that you're wrong in your statement but it's much less black-and-white -- especially with men between the ages of 18-27. There is a facade that many men initially try to create when they are trying to run game that includes the deep, intelligent conversations, the flirting, the talks of exclusivity etc. just to appear as if they are truly interested in pursuing the same type of relationship that females are. Yet, after they get what they want, (or in some cases, like mine, even before then) it's a whole different story. Men play on the general emotional "weakness," for lack of a better word, of women until they find that they aren't ready to play anymore then they put us down and move on to the next toy.

I'm not always the "victim" in the situation either. There's some guys who I've mentioned on here who I just gave up on because I simply lost interest.

Yet and still, this last guy that I was talking to is a jerk. Not all of them are! But he was.

The point I'm trying to make is, yeah, NF wasn't IT and I've wasted time with guys before. But truthfully this isn't the first time and I know it won't be the last. It's just the nature of the game. Everybody is out for their own pleasures and it's gonna take me some time to find the guy whose desires match mine and only then will I know that that's the guy for me. But don't, for once, think that I am a quick shooter and I don't go through the process of having intelligent conversations and such.

Last, but not least, I wanna thank you for your comment AND following me. Way to make an entrance! Lol.

the real world.

My roommates and I are thinking about making short video clips, kinda like "the confessional" on Real World, while we're living here. If we do I'll post some stuff.

I don't HATE North Carolina anymore. BUT I DON'T LOVE IT EITHER!!! "BA-LEEE-DAT!"

I really have the taste for cheese sticks. Like... not mozzerella sticks but like the breadsticks with the cheese on it! I don't know why! I really think this birth control is fucking with me because I've been to Cook Out 3x this week. My roommate introduced me to it and that was evil of her. I'll be in the gym for at least 2 hrs tomorrow because that Cook Out did me dirty.

I just got done organizing my school and weekend planners and writing down exam and paper dates. I realize that organization will send you a mile further than being unorganized. So I'm trying to do much better with my organizational skills and so far I'm doing pretty bueno. B)

Things in the house are really funny. The guy that lives upstairs from me hooked me up with some 3 for $20 Kush and that lasted me exactly three days (a blunt a day, count em). The first night I smoked with the dude upstairs and then he tried to push up and I was not feeling that one bit so I've been avoiding him like the plague ever since... So much for my weed connect.

DAMN! I'm gonna be dreaming of cheese sticks mannn!



This commercial has a place in my heart.

another year of no monday's or friday's.

HALLAAA!

• Classes start for me tomorrow. *insert sarcastic exclamation*
  
• I still haven't found a weed connect 'round these parts, but don't worry, I'm working on it.
  
• The roommates are cool beezys.
  
• Thank gawd they gave me all my credits for spring semester, I was gonna just DIE if they didn't and I was stuck being a freshman all over again!
• People are buying my old books that I posted on half/amazon! bada ba babaaa, I'm lovin' it.
• Back on my gym grind and it feels great. Plus, I lost like 10 pounds through this moving process and I refuse to gain it back.
  
• Eat my dick? Bwahahahhaa XD.

I'll give more updates as they come.